what fruit best describes u?

i got that from a radio station i listened to this afternoon. m gona give a night to think about it.. =)

a quicky crap

hehe.. i have to write up this post fast coz i need to go off soon. i just wanna tell ppl how lucky i am. lucky to be unemployed. haha..

it was raining in the morning. well being abit of a responsible son i had to send ma beloved mum to work. On the way to her office, this q popped up.

“will i ever get the chance to enjoy this moment again once i work?”

hehe.. the reason why i thought about it was that, i was plannin to get back to sleep after my daily routine atu (job: involunteer driver).

ans: most likely not. hehe except for hols

thats why i feel sorry for my workin buddies; their recently washed cars. sorry guys i have to mention it. hehe.. it really feels great to sleep ;p

my sleeping hours for today:

(2am-7.45am) + (9am-11.30am) = waahh so goooddd hehehe..

m glad i had enuff rest for today.

Sedihnya ketenangan

Bukan mahuku untuk membuntu

tapi perasaan ini terus membelenggu

Bukan angan ku terus menangis

tapi tiada tertahan tika terguris.

Betapa sukarnya menahan pilu

dalam acutan palu yang membisu.

Betapa sukarnya untuk bersembunyi

dalam semak yang berpenghuni.

Bukan impiku untuk bersedih

hanya bayangan ketenangan

membuatku tersengih…

 \\wrecked\\

my cat needs donation

hehe nadalah.. he just needs all the care and attention from ppl at home. sadly, hes been diagnosed having a fatal cat disease. he was one young and cheerful cat  but now its makin me sad to see him lyin there in the kitchen tired and sick. hes not been eating too.

the vet doesnt guarantee that hes gona survive. now hes fighting for his life. i hope hes gona stand back up and survive.

animal care

how much are you willing to spend for your sick pet?

flu

im sick

differentiation

iv started to give private teaching for my cousins again. we covered some parts on differentiation. deep inside i feel like i cant do it anymore. m just too tired of it. i think im naturally demotivated. hehe.

about

ive updated my about

sentence of the day

sesungguhnya ubat untuk orang dewasa itu pahit.

mimpi

i tried to recall what i had during my sleep last monday morning but i seemed to have forgotten much of the detail except for the fact that it was not like any ordinary dream. sweet and bad are ordinary. but i had worse. i felt that it was the saddest thing i ever dreamt of. i remember i felt very sad in my dream. i dont remember much but it was clear to me that it was about my late dad. it had me in my dream and i was missing my dad so badly. i vaguedly remember that in that dream i found out some of my dad’s stuffs. I guess that caused me to react in such an emotional reaction.

When i got up, the feelings were still there as if i was still sleeping. I guess that was just one of the days when you really miss someone. And that one day will always be just a dream.